Why did I start writing? Why romantic comedy? 

Sophie Kinsella. That’s why. 

Ironically, her brilliant mind and those of other contemporary romance/ rom-com authors had me in awe. To the extent that when I read or reread any of my favorite books, I would just end up feeling intimidated too. 

The fascination and self-doubt bubbled in me in equal measure. 

When I started my first draft, I thought rereading my favorites would help me learn. 

But, it made me feel more doubtful of whether I could produce masterpieces like those I’m so accustomed to reading. 

Of course, these authors had to go through the same process as I am when they first started but knowing that didn’t make me feel any better. 

Then I decided to stop trying to be an already famous praiseworthy author. 

That was not the goal nor the reason I started writing. 

I am going to enjoy writing. 

I am going to enjoy telling the story. 

I am going to enjoy painting pictures with words. 

There was no pressure to have a published book. 

I simply had to enjoy my hobby. 

And funnily enough, as soon as I put all of the intimidation, self-doubt, and non-existent pressure out of my mind, I completed my first draft. 

So if you’re stuck, feeling pressurized or full of doubt, ask yourself the same question. Why am I writing?